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Name: Lucy
Interests: music: bond, broken social scene, coldplay, the cure, damien rice, incubus, jewel, neutral milk hotel, nirvana, pinback, red hot chili peppers, smashing pumpkins, spoon, styx, third eye blind, u2, the white stripes. good movies: election, crash, i heart huckabees, american beauty, batman begins, fight club, gone with the wind, finding nemo, the princess diaries, vanity fair, the terminal, pride and prejudice, frida, girl interrupted, closer, the matrix, pieces of april, white oleander, and others. books: the house of the spirits, summer sisters, the time traveler's wife, the blue sword, and others. sleep. the well-being of all living organisms. people. psychology. history. laughter. amusement parks. the beach. driving. good food. thinking. lacrosse. languages.
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Member Since:
7/15/2004
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| i rarely express happiness on a blog
it seems only a place of expression for sad thoughts
so i would like to put out there on cyberspace
that i feel very very lucky to have found the apartment that i have. it is in an ideal location. is feng shui in that it faces south. has double paned windows. has so much room for creativity. has so much room in general. loving it.
though i now feel i've jinxed it by being so excited as to post about it
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| i'm at the westminster house library at around 5 am. two other people are in here with me...what are they doing.. what am i myself doing?
the house houses lets say approx 120 people. 3 are still up at this hour for sure. that's 1 in 40. wow great statistic i've calculated...means a lot.
but one of the guys is a huge huge huge pot head/smoker in general. every freaking day he's standing outside smoking at least 10 times a day, no joke. him and his friends have set off the fire alarm multiple times from hotboxing their dorm room and make all four floors of the dorm halls reek of weed.
he's up at this hour i'm assuming...doing his hmwrk while high. i bet he is not a stranger to this hour either. so, i'm concluding that he's living this awfully terrible lifestyle of reverse biological clock while tainting his mind with marijuana 24/7
i feel bad for this guy
i feel healthy in comparison, as i only do this once in a blue moon. he looks so shitty right now and closes his eyes as he sits across the table from me, relunctatntly opens them and begins again in his book..
ughhh berkeley. smoking + being up late + he's probably pulling good grades too, i wouldnt be surprised.
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| things i want for future birthdays/holidays:
-board games of all kinds! i want to collect board games
-gift certificates to sephora
(thanks jen!)
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| I want to graduate from school a year early. I feel like I've got everything I can get out of school. I'm ready for the real world. I want to pay bills.
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| This semester I feel like I've moved from my past.
in the fall I tried to hold on to many things of the past--friends, memories, experiences
but at this moment as much as i know my past and wish i was still a little girl wearing clothes my parents stuck me in getting picked up by my dad as i posed for all those pictures i see in the boxes of photos located in the cabinets on the stairs going from the second to third floor of our humble abode, i've moved on.
i've moved on from describing the past so intricately. i've inserted a long line dividing yesterday from today but i have not forget, i'm just not holding on, letting memories slip if they have to, creating room for more. more space for plans and for the future
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